Qi Heals And How!!

The Newsletter of the SIKE Health Qi Community

TABLE OF CONTENTS, ARTICLES:
  Eastern Medicine/Western Culture May 2004 (Issue #1)
  One Thought Fills Immensity (Projecting Qi) August 2004 (Issue #2)
  The Core Issue (Treating Auto-immune Diseases) October 2004 (Issue #3)
  The Path of Health (The Pleasure of Breathing) December 2004 (Issue #4)
  Meanwhile, On the Other Side of the World (Springtime in Asia) February 2005 (Issue #5)
  Change and Renewal 1 (Treating Emotional Scars) April 2005 (Issue #6)
  Change and Renewal 2 (How Qi Works) June 2005 (Issue #7)
  The Body's Priorities (Overcoming Pain) August 2005 (Issue #8)
  Spinal Integration August 2005 (Issue #9)
  This Magic Moment (Thoughts on Halloween) October 2005 (Issue #10)
  Putting the Body in Order  (FAQs about SIKE) December 2005 (Issue #11)
  The Mind Must Submit to the Humanity of the Body April 2006 (Issue #12)
  Stress, Physical Tension, Anxiety, and Fatigue September 2006 (Issue #13)
  Thoughts At Year's End 2006 December 2006 (Issue #14)
  Remembering Takeshi Watabe Sensei March 2007 (Issue #15)
  From Here to Tranquility (I) April 2007 (Issue #16)
  From Here to Tranquility (II) August 2007 (Issue #17)
  Qi and the Elderly October 2007 (Issue #18)
  Thoughts at Year's End December 2007 (Issue #19)
  Remembering Ron Gorow March 2008 (Issue #20)

EASTERN  MEDICINE/WESTERN  CULTURE

Both the oral and literary traditions of SIKE Health History relate the story of how Mallory, through a lengthy, fruitless quest to heal a debilitating illness, came upon a Japanese qi-based health association practitioner who quickly and cheaply healed him. Therese followed suit with her physical problems, and both of us convinced Mallory's mother to fly to Japan for (successful) treatment for her chronic and unremitting sciatica. We were so enamoured of the simplicity, elegance, and effectiveness of the technique that, while pursuing full-time occupations, we trained assiduously for 12 years as students and apprentices, and began to practice professionally in 1991.

The Technique, we were frequently informed, was devised in the classical tradition of Eastern medicine... to be easily accessible, inexpensive, and effective without reliance on invasive procedures, drugs, or supplements. Our Japanese mentors ceaselessly and strenuously impressed upon us the need to explain to people that the essence of medicine is maintaining health, not the treatment of illness.

"Just as a good swordsman anticipates an opponent's blow and evades it in order to strike, a sound medical regimen anticipates illness and avoids it through health care."

As long as we were living and practicing in Japan, we were 'preaching to the converted', and we had a practice based more on blending with seasonal changes and strengthening bodies and body systems than on curing an illness or mending a bad back.

As opposed to the health-oriented Technique we were taught, the culture of America is illness-oriented. No one but a lunatic would visit a physician to say he felt great and wanted to feel even better! Much less ask for guidance for passing from a hot season to a cold season!  And yet, it is just this "lunacy" that we, as holistic practitioners, applaud.

The majority of Americans uphold the Eastern paradigm of health not with their bodies, but with their automobiles. No one would dream of going 25,000 miles between oil changes, or wait for the brakes to completely wear away before changing them. Do you wait, hoping to get 100K miles out of your tires, or do you change them before they explode? How do you feel about being stranded for lack of engine coolant in Lower Slobovia? Yes, America is a land of car maintenance, not health maintenance.

For goodness sake, don't pamper your car at the expense of your body. What is more—it is a clinically proven fact that regular qi treatments make a person nicer!

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ONE THOUGHT FILLS IMMENSITY

It was in February 1981 that my sciatica/paralysis was healed by Dr. Matsuura, and I continued having regular treatments from her until her death in May 1985. It then took me two years to find another practitioner whose high reputation was justified by his skill. He astonished me on my first visit to him by feeling my qi and saying: "Did you ever have treatment from the late Kayoko Matsuura? I seem to feel her qi in you." Her qi lives on in me and contributes to my health and well-being. I do not know if it blended with my qi or has a distinct life of its own. I do know now that the qi of all those who have (literally) touched us with love or kindness or goodness or a sincere desire to help us resides within us and elsewhere, and can be accessed to provide us pleasure, comfort, health, and happiness. The feeling is as palpable as a transcendent memory of bliss.

I had my introduction to communing with the various qi within me in 1991. It was at a meeting of the Te No Kai (The Society of Hands), a sort of Baker Street Irregulars for qi practitioners in Tokyo. Someone mentioned how communicating with the qi of his long-dead grandmother had seen him through a recent crisis, and I was surprised that not a single member present smirked... in fact, they all nodded as if it was a trite truism.

The grandson of the deceased said:

"Qi is breath, it is electricity, it is spirit, and it is more. It is the link, the nexus of the mind and body. It is thought, and thought is the great bond, the supreme unifier. Just as light is both a discreet unit and an unbroken wave at the same time, so thought is qi itself and the means of transmitting qi to wherever we choose to send it. And nothing, not even electricity, is as fast or as penetrating as thought. You might say that qi is the purest form of energy, and like energy of any sort, it cannot be destroyed. When a person dies, their qi returns to the universe where it can be accessed by the living. At the same time, their qi remains on Earth inside of those they loved. Christians talk about guardian angels. They are probably manifestations of a loved-one's qi. At the moment of my grandmother's passing, she held my hand and whispered, 'Death will keep us together.' And so it has."

That evening I joined a small group of people sending their qi to heal those who were in hospital or bedridden at home or living abroad and unable to come for treatment. It was an experience that opened vistas for me not unlike, I am sure, those geographical vistas seen by voyagers during the Age of Discovery.

Today I communicate with the qi of a person, living or dead, whose respect and approval I seek. I dedicate my workday to that person, and use their qi together with mine for healing and promoting tranquility. We also do "long distance" qi treatments regularly, and guide our trainees through the experience of working hands-on on an absent person.

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THE CORE ISSUE

Over the past 5 years, we have seen an increase in persons suffering from the following "cocktail" of symptoms--lower back pain, tingling or pain in the fingers and toes, headache, loss of appetite, poor sleep, loss of mental clarity, weakened immune system, and fatigue. The common diagnoses are usually Rheumatoid Arthritis, Lupus, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS), Fibromyalgia, and in extreme cases, MS.

What all of these sufferers share is a lack of a core, and this core is, of course, two-fold: mind and body. Or, from the qi perspective, a single deficiency of mind/body.

The physical manifestation is a weak lower back/pelvic girdle. These persons tend to live from the margins of their body. When they sit on a chair, their feet will not be planted on the ground, but they will be on their toes; or they will be leaning forward with their hands or elbows on their knees for support. They tend to hold people and objects from the fingertips rather than with the hand. When they stand, they usually need support because of the weakness of their core. They will lean on whatever is available or hold on to an object to steady themselves and hold themselves upright. And it will always be either the left side or right side that is leaning. People without a core have a definite left/right bias for support.

In terms of personality, such people rely on others for their ideas, motivation, and philosophy. In Japanese, they are called "pillows", because the heaviest head leaves the deepest impression...meaning the louder or more insistent the argument, especially by older, "parental-type" figures, the more they are likely to agree and follow regardless of the merits or demerits of the content.

People without a core, therefore, rely on others to provide support. This support can be material, such as nursing or caretaking. It is also mind-oriented meaning sympathy, guidance, and providing direction. When the support is either unavailable or insufficient, the physical symptoms mentioned above strongly manifest themselves. What we do is to explain to people about the core, and then strengthen their core area and lower body, while enabling them to become psychologically stronger and more independently-minded. Mind follows body. We have a significantly high success rate.

Since most people are unable to see themselves as others see them, we have, for the past four years, been using President Bush as a classic example of a person without a core. We have no intention of getting into the lamentable schoolyard name-calling that passes for political discourse in this country. The President is a highly visible celebrity who possesses all of the physical and mental traits characterizing a lack of core. A person has only to go home and switch on the nightly news to see what we are talking about, which simplifies things for us.

Have a look to see what we mean.

Walking: "Some people call it a swagger. In Texas, we call it walkin'." If so, the entire population of the Lone Star State should drop whatever it is they are doing and schedule a SIKE appointment before it is too late to save their upper spines from serious disability. Since Bush has no core to support his upper body, he relies on his shoulder blades (scapulae) to carry him. The scapulae are the third largest bones in the body (after the femurs and hips, which should be supporting him), and people without a core use them to hold themselves up in mid-air as it were, rather than let the ground take their weight. Hence, Bush's arms never dangle at his sides, but are always splayed out as if they will turn into wings. This puts a terrific strain on the neck and upper back. Whoever was transformed into the President's 7th cervical vertebra must have done something awful in a former life that completely ruined his karma. That poor vertebra is suffering by taking the weight of the scapulae which are taking the weight of the body.

Standing: Bush cannot support his upper body, so he leans on the lectern when he makes a speech. His left forearm/elbow is on the lectern, his body is leaning left, his neck is twisted, and his upper body is bending forward. When he tires of that posture, he will grasp the lectern with the fingertips of both hands for support, but his left hand is extended further than the right, and so his body is still bent to the left. His neck compresses/recedes like a turtle pulling into its shell, his eyes narrow, and he gives the impression of someone who is very uncomfortable in his body.

Sitting: The President sits at the edge of his seat with his hands or elbows on his knees, his upper body leaning forward. He looks as though he is ready to get up and leave at any second, but in fact, he is keeping his mid-section and lower back from caving in.

The Mind: It has become the comedic equivalent of shooting ducks in a barrel to point out the President's frequent lapses of grammar, syntax, and common sense. The cumulative effect of these lapses leads many people to compare his intellectual bona fides with that of toaster-oven. The fact is, however, he cannot get the words right because they are not his. He relies on the dictates and directions of agenda-oriented "mentors".  

Cheney and Rumsfeld are remnants of his father's presidency. Rice is George Schultz's proxy from their Stanford days. He introduced her to Bush and made sure Bush took her on board. Schultz is an even older and more formidable parental-figure (he gave the nod for Bush to enter the 2000 Republican primaries), and is inseparable from the Bechtel Corporation. The "pillow" that is Bush is receiving the triple-head-with-one-voice of "older and wiser" mentors that supported his father. What is paradoxical is that, unlike his body's natural inclination, they are not left-leaning.

Should you or anyone you know experience the "cocktail" of symptoms listed above, look at the President as a standard for comparison, and if you note his characteristics in yourself, get to work restoring your core.

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THE PATH OF HEALTH

Tranquil, steady breathing is the pathway to health.

There is nothing worth racing or rushing for.

The breath of Nature is rhythmic and tranquil.

Flowers do not succumb to the pressure of time and rush to bloom.

But we fall into disorder, agitation, and commotion when we 'fall behind' time.

Humans are the only organisms capable of conceiving the future.

Most of our stress and all of our anxieties come from thoughts of the future.  Until we realize that our anxieties are always one station ahead of us, and thus groundless, the future remains a prime source of human agitation.

Agitation disrupts our breathing.

Every moment of agitation is a moment lost to our span of life.

Calm yourself by gently slowing your agitated breathing and returning to the present.

Restore yourself to a steady repose.

With the natural rhythm of breath, our bodies will move as Nature intends, toward health.

Happiness, sadness, anger, suffering, pleasure...all are interesting.

Observe a child: tears give way to laughter, and pain gives way to pleasure. Binding oneself to any single transient emotion disturbs our breathing and subverts our core of tranquility. In extreme cases, we stop breathing altogether.

Each life is encircled by an ever-turning wheel of varied emotions.

When the wheel turns to anger, get angry; when you are facing sadness, feel sad; conform to the changing reality before you without losing the healthy rhythm of your breathing.

This is the path of health.

 

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MEANWHILE, ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD

The Chinese have always been fanatics about keeping records and statistics, and the Japanese are not far behind them in enthusiasm. Until modern times, the mortality rate for children in those countries was high, the peak incidence for girls at age 3, and for boys at age 5. If a child lived to age 7, he/she was considered to have survived childhood, and likely to go on to marry and have children.

Thus, the 3rd day of the 3rd month (March 3) is Girls Day. The 5th day of the 5th month (May 5) is Boys Day. The 7th day of the 7th month (July 7) is Lovers Day (it is also an astronomical event—the "rendezvous of the stars Altair and Vega). In Japan, people mark these days by visiting shrines and decorating their homes to give thanks for their children's health, and to wish for continued good health.

It is good for us, too, to take a moment to count our blessings and, like Oliver Twist, ask for more.

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CHANGE AND RENEWAL 1

Emotional scars leave clear physical traces.  The traces take many forms. Poor digestion, poor sleep, headaches, backache, sensory loss, impotence, lethargy, muscle pain, twitching, fatigue...In short, emotional issues result in a loss of flexibility somewhere in the body, and that loss of flexibility is the beginning of a physical problem that diminishes quality of life.

Over the 15 years of our professional practice, roughly 90% of emotional scars/physical traces resulted from anger/resentment/frustration left unexpressed, which, therefore, had become internalized. This unexpressed anger has a corrosive effect on the flexibility of the body.  Diagnoses ranging from MS to lupus to rheumatoid arthritis to chronic fatigue syndrome cleared up quickly once the embedded anger was removed from the body.

Perhaps the most unusual case we saw was of the elderly holocaust survivor. She and a boy she later married survived the Nazi camps, displacement, and unspeakable hardships—always together-- to carve out a life in the U.S.  The two were inseparable. On the eve of his 80th birthday, her husband died in his sleep, and she awoke to find him lifeless by her side. Within a week she lost her sense of taste. Everything she tasted and smelled was bitter.  We treated her two years after the event. When I suggested that her body was holding onto anger, she confessed to being furious with her late husband for leaving her behind, abandoning her as it were.  What truly enraged her was that he left without saying good-bye, and without allowing her a leave-taking.

From a qi perspective, the physical scars of emotional issues are most commonly found embedded in the scalp and spine. We all watch a person's face for physical signs of emotion, never thinking that the scalp moves in the same way, and is just as revealing. And unlike the face, which can be consciously configured to hide the truth, the scalp never deceives, nor does the spine.

Hence, we approach emotional scars through the body. First we use the scalp and spine as a diagnostic "map, and then seek to restore flexibility to that part of the body that has been robbed of its freedom of movement and change. The stomach can shift position and shape, and the resulting discomfort is intense (think IBS). Compression to the upper cervical vertebrae can lead to everything from migraines to insomnia to loss of feeling in the fingers to fatigue, etc.

Once flexibility has been restored, the individual "opens up", and that almost always results in a physical outburst that we call "cleansing", and others call an emotional catharsis. Tears, crying, gasping, spasmodic sobbing, and panting are all physical cleansing elements, designed to invigorate and cleanse the ears, nose, eyes, throat, lungs, digestive system, and (believe it or not) brain. If your chest has been compressed through tension/fear/emotional issues, what better way to jumpstart your lungs than taking in huge lungsful of air in order to sob? The tears themselves are saline and cleansing. The muscles between the ribs are exercised and the chest expands, the upper thoracic vertebrae can relax, and the upper cervical vertebrae (base of skull) can be released from compressed tension.  Circulation, especially needed by the brain and liver, accelerates. The organism experiences full-fledged, full-body dynamism for the first time in years.  Perhaps since you were an infant exhibiting the same behavior naturally...

Joseph Campbell writes of how an "ordinary" person becomes a Hero: The Hero... reassociates with the powers of Nature, which are the powers of our lives from which our mind removes us. This consciousness is a secondary organ of a total human being, and it must not put itself in control. The mind must submit and serve the humanity of the body.   (My underline) 

In other words---Mind Follows Body.  Even the so-called somatic (body)-oriented psychotherapies, if they help at all, are time-consuming, verbose, and costly. If you seek change and renewal, look first to your body. Emotional scars are clearly visible. Find them and cleanse them from you. Then keep your body and soul cleansed by doing kiryu.  

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CHANGE AND RENEWAL 2

I am asked from time to time just how qi works. Meaning, I suppose, in a deeper sense, just what is it and how is it able to effect changes in living things? The Honda Motor Company has been studying and researching qi in their labs in Tsukuba, Japan, and some of their findings have been interesting and even enlightening. I have synthesized some of their findings with my own experience and philosophy to propose the following.

All life is movement. All movement creates sound through the medium of vibrations. These vibrations are measured in Hertz (vibrations per second). The human ear is capable of perceiving from 20 Hz to 20,000 Hz. The planet Earth vibrates at about 8 Hz, which is called the Schumann resonance. As the musician/musicologist Ron Gorow has pointed out, "Perhaps not coincidentally, the human body in a relaxed state resonates at the same frequency, as do alpha brain waves, characteristic of states of higher consciousness, inspiration, and creativity."

Qi itself is a flow of vibrations that produces an "echo effect" on systems in which the qi is flowing and vibrating at a harmonious frequency, but qi is frequently stymied in its motion when encountering something that is vibrating little if at all. This latter effect is commonly termed "blockage", and it is what we look for when diagnosing and treating a health problem. Most people assume that I am somehow using my qi to force an opening in their qi in order to restore the flow. The drain rooter effect comes to mind.  Shove it in, whirl it around, remove the debris, and get the flow back.

In fact, what we do is nothing of the kind.  We relax all or part of the individual to the point where his/her own qi will naturally begin vibrating in the "blockage". In short, we add nothing and apply no external forces to produce change; we remove tension in order to renew the free flow of qi in the people we treat. The body, with a little nudge, fixes itself. This is the basis of kiryu. The body will remove its own impediments to the flow of qi, and health is maintained and enhanced. What we do is therefore persuasive, as opposed to the coercive techniques of, say, chiropractic and rolfing.

Another definition of qi is "the link between mind and body." English is a clumsy means of expressing this concept; it might be better to say that qi is the medium in which mind and body live as one. And so besides the physicality of vibrations, and renewing movement where it had been blocked, qi treatments entail a psychological perspective, what in Japan is called "altering the conscious".  To put it another way, we attempt to change the direction of people's thoughts regarding their ailment, or to put an end to some thoughts entirely.

The mind, like the body, expends a lot of energy. The most fatiguing types of thoughts are repetitive or obsessive thoughts, and those not guided to any realistic end. If you do repetitive exercise with only your arms, you will develop, then overdevelop, then cripple, specific muscles while the rest of the body goes untouched.  The breakdown comes from excessive tension at one point or place.

It is the same with the mind. Repetitive thoughts develop only one segment of the mind, and left to their own devices, these thoughts can ultimately inhibit the free functioning of the mind AND cause bodily damage. The qi collects, swirls, and ultimately coalesces into blockage through repetitive thinking.  This includes obsessive thinking about illness.  Just as people will unconsciously pick at or habitually touch a sore, many people think (without being aware they are doing so) over and over about their ailment. We seek to divert people's minds in order to remove mind-induced blockage and allow the body to heal. As Dr. Matsuura told each of us who came for treatment, "Now get out of here and have some fun!"

Our discipline is based on a modern revision of classical Chinese medicine. About 80 years ago, Haruchika Noguchi blended the physicality of qi with the Western paradigm of anatomy and physiology. Noguchi was, not surprisingly given his intelligence and wide-ranging interests, an accomplished student of Zen. His commentaries on Zen "classics" are eccentric, humorous, and insightful. His study of Zen brought him to the brilliant innovation of adding the mind to medicine, and making the mind as physical as the thumb. There has never been in 1400 years of Zen records, a single enlightenment (satori) that was not triggered by a physical stimulus. The sound of a stone striking a bamboo, the sound of laughter, a blow to the head, the sight of a meat market...

"A monk stood before the Zen master. "My mind is deeply troubling me," he said. "Show me your mind, and I will remove your troubles," replied the master. The monk laughed, and walked away, happy."

Noguchi would often use Zen "illogic" or contradiction to break the logjam in people's minds while he was touching their bodies. Happily, he was in the country where Zen is most widely practiced, and people were familiar with it and responded well. Unfortunately, Therese and I are practicing in a country where a Zen outburst could provoke a lawsuit.

Most of the great thoughts and revelations of history have been physically induced. The blinding conversion of Saul to Paul; the fiery presence before Moses that changed civilized morality; the sight of the emaciated corpse that changed Shakyamuni into the Buddha; the apple that fell in front of Newton leading to the Principia; the key that fell out of Einstein's pocket that led to the Special Theory of Relativity; Proust's petit madeleine; Wordsworth's daffodils, Keats'  nightingale...

We attempt to heal the body by re-directing the mind through touch and the physicality of qi. Once people begin feeling they have more energy, more focus, more mental acuity, we know for certain that their bodies are on the mend. And the road to mending is not always the shortest distance between two points. But that is for the next Newsletter.

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THE  BODY'S  PRIORITIES

We last wrote: "And the road to mending is not always the shortest distance between two points. But that is for the next Newsletter...

I recently received an email from a disgruntled woman .  (Emails from gruntled people go up on our website as Testimonials.) The gist of her email was that her return to health was not following a logical progression.  The worst of her pain was over, but it still returned unexpectedly from time to time. Not only that, but the results of each treatment were unpredictable and "uneven."  One treatment left her feeling blissfully pain-free, while another made her tired and nauseous, while yet another produced so much pain in her legs that she thought she would pass out, while yet another made her feverish and sweaty, while still another made her hungry, and she ate much more than usual. And, what is more, enjoyed what she ate!

To sum up her complaint as a composite of most of the complaints we receive would produce the following:  "It seems to me that if I were getting better, there would be a steady linear progression from much pain to no pain at all. I don't think we're making progress." Or  "I don't see why getting rid of PMS has caused my skin to get blotchy." Or "I've cut my medications back 80%, but I can't cut them off completely. I don't think this is working."  As the King of Siam liked to say, "Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera."

Prolonged pain is frustrating, debilitating, and dehumanizing. It takes away our human pleasures, and leaves us with little more than basic life-sustaining bodily functions that become more and more difficult to perform. The loss of pleasure, optimism, and creativity associated with chronic pain produce extreme psychological effects that can last for years.  Sleep is no longer refreshing or rejuvenating. Pain also leads to wide-ranging side effects: our bodies produce chemicals to help us cope with pain. When powerful analgesics are added to our natural chemistry, our quality of life declines even more as side-effects increase. Some analgesics, notably steroids, can become habit forming. Other drugs create a psychological dependency. They can never be cut off completely without an accompanying personality change.

Pain leads to a rapid decline in muscle tone. We cannot move, much less exercise, as much as we used to, or as well as we would like. The body's balance has been compromised. If the left leg is causing the pain, the body will naturally transfer its weight to the right leg. The hip joint will be affected, as will the sacrum.  Muscle tone declines even further. Talk about a domino effect...

Now add to this external factors: Stress at the workplace; financial worries and hardships; frustration and anger at any number of things, including the "unfairness of life; caretaking your elderly or infirm family members whose gratitude at your efforts is dubious at best; worry over a persistent, debilitating, and costly disease in your pet that has the vets stumped; living with one or more teenagers; concern for the shredding social fabric and degraded environment; an obsession with your declining health status; etc, etc, etc.

Given these internal and external factors, why should there be...no...how can there be a steady linear progression of returning to health? There is not one PAIN to be dealt with at this time. There is tissue damage, nerve damage, compromised musculature, corrupt sleep patterns, several flavors of anxiety, and poor digestion. The body's cleansing system has a "to do" list about three feet long, even if were robust enough to undertake its task.  What seems like an isolated pain in the lower back and leg is, in fact, a body-wide medley of problems. And you can't fix the one without fixing the others...

The trouble is, once SIKE starts the healing ball rolling: restructure the muscles and bones, stimulate the cleansing system, stimulate the nerves, relax the stomach, stimulate the liver and heart, promote sleep, etc., it is very hard to know which of the problems the body will naturally deal with first. Regardless of your priorities, your body will direct its healing energy according to its own needs.

It may be the cleansing system, in which case vomiting frequently occurs; this is unpleasant, but it is the fastest and most effective means of body cleansing. Cleansing could be endless diarrhea, or a fever accompanied by sweating. One man produced a bowl of ear wax!  The skin as the largest organ of the body is a major agent in cleansing. Changes to the body, especially the body's hormones, register right away on the skin.

It may be sleep. Many people yawn after treatment, feel overwhelmed with a pleasant languor, and nap for several hours. Some people (including Therese) have actually passed out and slept for a day. Once they are rejuvenated by sleep at a cellular level, their bodies will move on to its next task.

It may be healing the inflamed nerves, in which case those little neural synapses will party like Pamploma, Mardi Gras, and Rio Carnival all in one. The pain is stupendous. But when the party's over, you feel great.

And do not forget...when you get out of pain, if only for a couple of hours, and use your body as you wish, your lack of muscle tone will become apparent as aches and pains. These are often mistaken for the original problem.

Remember this:  If you can be out of pain for a couple of hours, those hours will extend into days, then weeks, then months, etc. etc. etc., and you will be pain-free.

The body's priorities for progress and your desperate wishes to be ailment-free do not always coincide.  But everybody gets better in the end.

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SPINAL  INTEGRATION

Now, I consider that the phrenologists have omitted an important thing in not pushing their investigations from the cerebellum through the spinal canal.  For I believe that much of a man's character will be found betokened in his backbone.  I would rather feel your spine than your skull, whoever you are.  A thin joist of a spine never yet upheld a full and noble soul.  I rejoice in my spine, as in the firm audacious staff of that flag which I fling half out to the world.                                                Herman Melville, Moby Dick,  Chapter 79

TF writes: Over the course of these last few Newsletters, Mallory has given a concise overview of the "Qi Energy" side of our practice, which I, for one, greatly enjoyed and appreciated.   Even if you've been treating with qi for 20 years, it's refreshing to hear it explained from another slightly different slant.  Since I'm beginning work on a SIKE structure book soon, I want to elaborate a bit on the "Spinal Integration" portion of our work.  Not that the boundary is inviolate; during the course of a normal treatment we integrate both to the same end: a better balanced body.  A body, we hope, which has readjusted its strength and relaxation, so that changes enhanced by treatment will continue, and the overall sense of well-being will be improved.

In the world of body mechanics (yes, you do have a design), or if you will, body alignment, the spine is literally the backbone of support.  Interestingly, the use of the traditional military posture: feet together, knees locked backward, backside tilted up, chest out, and chin flying up, ignore the spine entirely.   Proper body alignment creates a Central Line of Support from the inside out, which is the spine and joints, and from the bottom up, which is the feet, knees, pelvis, shoulders and head.  If there is proper strength in the short ligamental muscles which surround the joints and spine, and, if the body is aligned with the joint below supporting the joint above it, the body is brought into its proper relationship with the "Law of Gravitation".    When this relationship is in place, a natural uplift occurs, which in turn allows the longer, improperly used muscles of the body to relax, and an immediate elation is felt from the combination of relaxation and new-found strength and length. 

We incorporate a series of movements and exercises in our practice, which redesign the body and the mind, so that proper alignment is achieved and maintained in all resting and moving states.  Sleep is more relaxed and deep, that tennis game improves, added breath improves the singing voice, it's more comfortable to stand in line, and sit during long meetings.   The SIKE series is actually taught so that when the body and mind develop the proper "memory", it becomes a tool for a home "workout", and allows progress to continue without coming in for treatment.   For proper balance to occur it takes some people a mere 5-10 sessions, for others, perhaps with more serious structural problems, it can a year or more.  But as Dr. Matsuura always said, "It may take time, but what else do you have to do as important to your well-being?"

And here-- for those interested parties-- is a supine exercise some of you may know, designed to promote spinal extension, the Supine Exercise:

Lie on Back.  Bending the knees, place soles of feet flat on floor,

and gently press lower  back flat on floor.  Relax body.  Extend

arms outwards from body to form a cross, making sure shoulder

blades are flat on floor.  Look up to the ceiling (no TV watching,

music listening is good) and hold pose for 5 minutes.  If the

fingers begin to tingle, bring arms in and lay hands on chest

wherever they feel most comfortable.  If there is tension in the

neck, slowly turn the head to left and right, inhaling through

nose before moving, moving on the exhale, and stopping in the

middle before moving the other side.  Using a small pillow to

support the head is also good.

Just a quick reminder to help pass a healthy summer's end – keep your knees released and always look where you're going.  Remember: Mind follows Body, Body follows Eyes.  If you don't believe me, try singing "Mary had a little lamb" while running blindfolded at Mile 26 in your next marathon.

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THIS MAGIC MOMENT

Halloween

Human beings have had since prehistoric times a speculation about, and fascination with, death. Life was then, indeed, "nasty, brutish, and short", and it was natural for ancient peoples to ponder what came next rather than what was presently happening. Communing with the dead was the one sure way of getting information about the "other world".

Whether the community was hunter, nomad, or agrarian, the cycle of birth, life, death, re-birth was a natural concomitant to the change of seasons. Season change meant watching the sky, and so astronomy quickly became an advanced "science" long before the word existed.

The ancients (as we do) marked the change of seasons with solstices and equinoxes, but reserved cross-quarter days, which fall midway between these events, for feast days. These astronomical events were imbued with magic and mystery, none more so than the time of year when departed souls returned to earth to rejoin the living for a brief communication. To the northern Europeans, the "bridge to the other world" (Yule) opened at the winter solstice. To the Chinese and Japanese, the spirits of the dead returned at the quarter day (Bon) between the summer solstice and fall equinox. To the Celts, the quarter day between the fall equinox and winter solstice (Samhain) was the day the world of the dead had access to the world of the living.

The Chinese and Japanese viewed the return of the dead as a benign and pleasant event. Even today, paper lanterns are lit to direct the spirits to food which has been prepared and set out for them. The Scandanavians lit fires to scare the spirits back to their world. The Celts set aside our present November 1 as the day to deal with the dead. People might be visited by supernatural powers or spirits, and many spent the previous night in burial mounds to commune with death in life. In Ireland, there are many legends of great heroes dying at Samhain.

The Catholic Church, determined to extirpate paganism once and for all, declared November 1 All-Saints Day, known as All Hallows Day in Britain. The common people, equally determined to preserve their tradition, celebrated Samhain the night before, which came to be called All Hallows Eve or Halloween. The Celts built bonfires and wore frightening masks and costumes in order to scare the spirits away. However, this is not the origin of our costumes and trick-or-treat.

As the feudal system declined in Britain in the 15th century, the Antwerp Entrepot - the largest wool market in the world—grew wealthy. The British landed gentry had traditionally allowed local peasants to use marginal land ("commons") to graze their animals and grow subsistence food. In order to expand production of wool for sale in Antwerp, the gentry evicted the peasants and enclosed the commons for their sheep to graze. The Enclosures Movement saw the dislocation of thousands. A generation of homeless people was born. Civil unrest occurred as the esurient peasantry struggled to maintain life at a time when "sheep devoureth men".

These homeless took advantage of quarter feast days to roam the countryside begging for food. Because Samhain followed the harvest, it was usually the most opulent and lavish feast day. There was a tradition for housewives to bake "soul cakes for the dead. These seem to have been small fruit tarts. Bands of homeless would gather at Samhain, and walk through the countryside from home to home, asking for soul cakes. They disguised themselves, so as not to invite retribution from local authorities. They stood outside of homes and sang, "Good Mistress, please,/a sweet soul cake we pray./Apple, pear, peach, or cherry,/ anything to make us merry."  The implied threat of violence was not lost on the housewives, who usually handed over the cakes.

It is interesting to note that one of the most exciting and interesting events on a child's annual calendar had its origin in death, persecution, turmoil, and fear. Our health and sanity depend upon us living through inimical events, be they physical or psychological, and coming out the stronger for the passage. My prolonged illness of 25 years ago has almost faded from my memory. I have now "legendized" it to the point where it glows as the happy opportunity to meet  Dr. Matsuura and her qi, which in turn set me on this unexpected, strange, and rewarding path of hands-on health care.

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THE ART OF PUTTING THE BODY IN ORDER

Contrary to popular belief, and what the AMA would have us believe, medicine is not a science. The premise of science is the infinite replication of the same procedure to obtain the same results. The methodology used to obtain precise coordinates will get a rocket to the moon every time. Change any step along the way and your rocket will land elsewhere.

Medicine is an art. There are statistical data indicating how Jill Average is likely to react to a medication or procedure, but the fact is, each of us react differently. This is true for caffeine, nicotine, aspirin, codeine, and any other chemical put in the body. I am glancing at a magazine ad for cold medication, and find a list of possible side-effects including dizziness, nervousness, sleeplessness, and gastritis. Some of us will experience no side-effects, while others will suffer them all. The artfulness of medicine resides in knowing what to apply to whom, and in what quantity and duration. More below...

Believing as we do that Life resides in the mind/body as a continuity of experience (rather than as a series of transient, punctuated events), TF and I have sought to introduce some history into this year's newsletters.the object being to show how ancient and far-off events still reverberate in the collective mind/body of the world. And so, I am going to end the year by presenting a brief history and philosophical background of the health discipline we practice. It may help answer many of the FAQ we receive.

Haruchika Noguchi (1911-1976) was born in a tough neighborhood of Tokyo. He was a thoughtful child with a taste for the Chinese classics, much as Victorian children studied the literature of classical Greece and Rome. He soon became fascinated by Chinese medical treatises, and early on recognized his ability to transmit his qi to others and produce healing benefits. You can imagine that, in a poor neighborhood, word of a local boy with the gift of healing soon made him a popular figure. By the time he entered middle school, he had a local reputation as an adept of classical Chinese medicine.

His reputation was sealed at the time of the Great Kanto Earthquake in 1924. The devastation in Tokyo was so immense that it was hard to separate the dead from the dying. Bodies were taken to Hibiya Park near the Ginza and placed wherever there was a spot on the ground. Noguchi went to the park, and passed from person to person, putting qi into their ears with his fingers. People who showed a response (such as a fluttering of the eyelids or muscle twitches) were taken to makeshift clinics. Those who did not exhibit a response were considered as deceased. The 13-year old Noguchi became, if not famous, then well-known in the downtown Tokyo community.

Noguchi continued his study of Chinese medicine, and at the same time, began learning Western medicine, especially physiology. By the time he was in his early twenties, he had a profound knowledge of both disciplines, and established his first dojo in a middle-class neighborhood. He named his discipline Seitai. Sei means to put or arrange something in the best possible way. Tai means "body. Together they mean "to put the entire body in its best possible order".  

He did this by using the body's nervous system as a sort of grid, and inducing the body to heal itself by applying qi to the necessary location along the grid. He believed in maximizing the body's natural healing power while minimizing external "aids" to health. He devised an exercise that he called Katsugen Undo (Source of Life Movement) which, if practiced daily, brings the body to its maximum potential for health. The movement stimulates the extrapyramidal motor system to use the body's own qi as a sort of full-body scan-and-repair mechanism. We have slightly modified Katsugen Undo, and called it Kiryu (The Flow of Qi). A lengthy explanation and discussion of Kiryu can be found in my book, Qi Energy for Health and Healing.

He did not believe in adding his qi to another's body to promote healing. Rather, he sought to remove impediments to a person's health. There are many reasons why qi gets blocked—some mechanical, some systemic, others psychological—and Noguchi sought to remove impediments so that the person's own qi could fulfill its healing powers. To that end, he inveighed against doing anything to "help" a person. All that was necessary was to guide them to the condition where they help themselves. He warned his students about trying to force qi on a person, even for his own good. "Just as a few drinks can make you happy, and suddenly that next drink makes you unpleasantly drunk, so does too much qi lead to a counterproductive result. Know when to stop!"

Noguchi's style of medicine found unqualified acceptance in pre-war Tokyo. It was fast, cheap, and effective. It could be done at home, and people were taught, for a nominal fee, how to provide basic seitai treatments to others. Further, Noguchi had a charismatic flair and healing manner that attracted hundreds of people to his lectures and workshops. He formed the Seitai Association (Seitai Kyokai), which he turned into a sort of alternative membership HMO. It is still going strong today. He began taking promising men and women into his home and dojo to train as practitioners.

After the war, Japan was in ruins. Tokyo had been firebombed several times, and the toll of death and destruction exceeded that of Hiroshima. Medical equipment and supplies were almost nil, and most doctors found themselves unable to treat people for want of the facilities, medicine, and equipment they were used to. It was now, indeed, that Noguchi's qi-based style of medicine became popular, not only among the blue collar class, but among the upper/educated class. Many doctors and educators joined Noguchi's association to learn his style of medicine in order to make themselves useful in the post-war recovery process. After the Tokyo War Crimes Tribunal, Noguchi approached the American Occupation Authorities, and offered 3rd tier war criminals the chance to avoid prison time through expiatory public service by joining his association and practicing medicine in poor neighborhoods for free. The sight of former generals and admirals doing hands-on medicine in ruined neighborhoods gave the association both gravity and luster in the public's eye.

Though only in his 50's, Noguchi had become the Grand Old Man of holistic medicine in Japan. Moshe Feldenkrais, through his practice of judo, had a long acquaintance with Japan. He sought Noguchi out to discuss with him Feldenkrais' ideas of holistic medicine. 

The interview did not go well. Feldenkrais, whom Noguchi referred to as 'the Israeli' in his reminiscences, had a mechanistic view of the body, and told Noguchi that there was a different treatment for every problem. Noguchi replied that he had one treatment for every problem –Katsugen Undo—and that qi could fix whatever was fixable. Feldenkrais disputed this, and tried to get Noguchi to accept a more physical/mechanistic approach. This caused Noguchi to froth at the mouth and terminate the conversation. He had no kind words for Feldenkrais after that. Feldenkrais left no record of the discussion.

Noguchi was a firm believer of quality of life having precedence over quantity. He often said that "The person who lives with joy and vigor will enjoy a tranquil sleep." This was, for him, true on a daily basis, and also on the visionary basis of dying with no regrets. He smoked and drank heavily, and died "young". He died with no regrets. His widow survived him by 28 years, passing away only last year. Two of his sons now run the organization and provide treatments at the Headquarter's Clinic. The Association's Board of Directors reads like a 'Who's Who of the Prominent' in Japan, including the ex-Prime Minister Hosokawa.

Noguchi was learned in the Chinese Classics, and used the classic literature of Chinese Zen as a teaching tool for Seitai. He relished the Zen element of surprise to divert the mind from its pre-conceptions. Like Shakespeare, he knew that "When the mind's free, the body's delicate", meaning sensitive and flexible. He was skilled at taking peoples' minds off their troubles, so that he could successfully treat a physical problem.       

He created a new medical art which was highly esteemed by other artists. Noguchi himself and the Seitai discipline were and are very popular with potters, painters, writers, poets, and musicians. He was a particular lover and patron of music. He cultivated the friendship of musicians, and spoke extensively on the relationship between the rhythm, tone, and texture of music, and his style of medicine.

His calligraphy is prized simply because it is his. I cannot tell if it is exquisite or awful. It is certainly unusual...powerful and childish at the same time. He was a lover of seasons, and marveled how the human organism changed daily in order to blend harmoniously with season change. He was stern, and often harsh (he did not suffer fools gladly), but he had a warm heart and, when he showed it, a truly endearing smile.

Through illness, I joined the Seitai Association in February 1981, and after studying briefly with Mrs. Matsuura (a physician who joined the Association right after the war), I apprenticed to the grandson of a general who had done his public service under Noguchi. We are still very good friends and colleagues. 

The Mind Must Submit and Serve the Humanity of the Body

                                                                                              Joseph Campbell

MF writes: A veteran psychotherapist came in recently to have a treatment for lower back pain. When the session was concluded and she got off the massage table feeling loose, relaxed, and pain-free, she began to muse.

"I cannot begin to understand how people accommodate themselves to pain, and yet rush right out for $1000 worth of psychotherapy when they experience a twinge of anxiety." I asked her to elucidate.

"I have over a dozen patients who are clearly in a state of physical pain. It might be back pain, or shoulder pain, or recurring headaches. I ask them what they are doing about their pain, and they say that they are used to the pain, that it has been with them for years, or that they are taking painkillers of varying strength. What they all have in common is that they have given pain a home; they are sharing their bodies with pain. They have stopped exploring avenues of healing.

"However, they say they cannot live a second longer with anxiety. Give me drugs, do something, anything, just get rid of this awful feeling. But no one has ever died of anxiety. You feel crummy, but it's nothing like sciatica or migraines. With the proper tools, you can fix it yourself in an hour. You can't say the same thing about pain."

For those of you who wish to learn everything there is to know about the physiology of anxiety, I recommend Robert Sapolsky's excellent book Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers. By the time you have read the book cover to cover, you will never worry again. Trust me. The physiological effects of worry are scarier than almost anything you can imagine.

For those of you who wish to know the SIKE take on anxiety, read on...

At the base of the neck is a big vertebra, the 7th cervical (C7).

Below it, are four small thoracic vertebrae (T1-4). The nerves coming off these four vertebrae are linked to the brain, the heart, and the lungs. In other words, these three organs work together. This is why when you perceive something frightening, your heart starts pounding (tachycardia), your throat and lungs grow tight, your breath becomes shallow and rapid (hyperventilation), and you find it difficult or impossible to concentrate your mind on anything meaningful. Just say BOO to an unsuspecting person and you will see this result.

For better or worse, human beings are the only creatures capable of conceiving the future. All other beings live only in the "eternal present".

Anxiety occurs when we have a fearful thought about the future (usually irrelevant to the present), and we "believe" the thought.

It is a beautiful day, sunny and mild. You are driving merrily on the freeway listening to music when, suddenly, the thought enters your head, "What if I suddenly lose control of my myself, and my mind forces my body to steer the car off the road". At this moment, the muscles alongside of T1,2,3,4 grow tense, the vertebrae lose their flexibility, and the nerves running from them to the organs become agitated. If you exhale strongly so that your shoulders drop, the four thoracic vertebrae release their tension, and then think to yourself, "How ridiculous! There's no way I could ever lose control. What a stupid thought!," anxiety will not occur. The vertebrae will relax, and the nerves will continue functioning as usual.\ If, however, you suck in your breath and hold it, and think, "What if I really do lose control? I'll crash and die. This is serious!," you will have an anxiety attack. Your scalp will tighten, your chest will constrict, your heart will pound, and your breathing will speed up. In other words, your body has given a thought a home. You have this great big body, but you let a little disembodied voice/thought usurp its power. It is a voice in the head, a thought, just like Gee, it would be great to win the lottery,  or  Maybe I'll vacation in Maui this year,  thoughts that you would ordinarily let pass casually in and out of your mind. 

Mind follows body. If you don't believe it, try imagining what will happen to your mind when your body dies. Naturally, we at SIKE take a body-oriented approach to removing anxiety.

Fight Back

These anxious thoughts are messages from somewhere in the mind that tell you that you will lose control of yourself. Each person has his/her own "special message", but they are substantially the same across the spectrum of humanity.  The message is like a tape loop that is repeated over and over, until you can hardly believe that there are times when you are free from the message. Those times will always be when you are doing something physical and mentally engaging. No one feels anxiety during an orgasm.

No one can produce a palpable message, in the way that they can produce urine or sputum for a sample. The message has no body, yet seeks control of the organism. Don't let it!

The best thing to do is to make fun of the voice. "It will take more than your empty words to get me into a car crash!"  You can and should get angry at the voice. "How dare you threaten me!" Go into a safe "haven" such as your bedroom, and thrash a pillow to death, thinking of it as the message-producing voice. Get a punching bag, and beat the voice to death, shouting at it and getting truly angry and indignant; or even mad as hell.  Do something physical and loud, even violent, to the anxiety, and it will quickly submit to your body which is, after all, real.

However, if you are timid and fearful of the voice, and submit your body to its domination, you will feel awful, and no amount of prescription drugs will help you.  The mind does not feel its own message. The awfulness of anxiety is physical, and its physicality comes from the effects explained earlier. Your body, driven by your "true voice", is the cure for this unpleasant condition.

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STRESS, PHYSICAL TENSION, ANXIETY, AND FATIGUE

MF writes: When muscles become tense, the sensory receptors (spindle fibers) within them send out a constant stimulation to the brain asking it to relax the muscle. The message is outgoing, fills the nerve channel, and therefore no incoming message is possible. The brain itself becomes tense from this unending barrage of requests. The muscles weary of their fruitless labor, and lose the capacity to receive clearly messages even if they were able to get through.

The result is that the local muscle tension cannot be relieved. 

When tension in the head becomes the focus of our attention, we lose awareness of our muscle tension, yet it remains. We can alleviate mental tension by relaxing the afflicted muscle. Or, the reverse is also true: relaxing the brain will release muscle tension.

To put it another way, the brain must be freed from its thrall to the stimulation of the muscle's sensory receptors. The brain's attention must be turned in another direction.

For example: you're studying for a test. The body automatically gears up to work at full throttle. As you read and write, your neck becomes tense, then warm, then even feverish, at which point neck ache begins. When the tension in the neck passes a certain critical level, the tension leaves the neck and goes to the head, producing a sensation of swelling to the skull, and tightness in the skin around it. At this point, the brain can no longer work or concentrate effectively. No matter how much you force yourself, there is too much tension to allow penetration and retention of information and data. The problem with the head is, in fact, a manifestation of a neck that could not support its tension.

The muscles in the neck are responsible for the mental tension. It is they who have sent the unending stream of messages to the brain that ultimately clogged the nerve channel. However, the head alone is thought to be both the cause and effect of the problem, the head alone is worked on, and the true problem is not alleviated. 

Tension in the arm will produce a change of thinking; if it persists and worsens, it can lead to a change in personality. Relaxing the head is a start; however, relaxing the arm is necessary to return the individual to his/her original self.

It is possible, therefore, to 'read' a person's character and way of thinking by observing the state of tension in the body, especially if the tension persists in the same way.

This approach is a little hard to follow. Why should there be an interaction between mental function and physical movement?

The fact is that we manifest this interaction constantly. When we are angry, we clench our fists. When we are annoyed or frustrated, we clench our jaw. When we are frightened, we open our eyes wide and hold our breath.

To test this interaction of mind and body on yourself, try laughing out loud while looking down at the ground, or weeping while looking up toward the sky. You have to force yourself to do it. It feels 'unnatural', which is why Hollywood heroines crying up at the camera produce such a powerful reaction on us viewers.

One overlooked, perhaps unknown, relation between physical and mental tension, is seen in the relation between the Achilles Tendons and mental activity. The tighter (tenser) the Achilles Tendons, the greater the useless mental activity. People suffering from anxiety have AT's as tight as bowstrings. Tight AT's result in what I call "mental static", meaning repetitive, unwanted, and useless thoughts that rob us of mental clarity.

Human beings learn life from the ground up. Babies lie on their back and seek their environment with their legs and feet. To calm, sooth, pacify, and induce sleep in a baby or infant, just hold their heels and AT's in your hands as they lie on their back, and send qi into the tendons. You will have a quiet, sleeping baby within a minute!

The 4th thoracic vertebra (T4), located about 3-4 inches below the neck, is related to shrinkage/tightening/ tensing of the body. It is thus a reliable indicator of anxiety. When the muscles on either side of T4 tighten, you can expect tightening somewhere in the upper body. For example, stiff shoulders are common. Extreme tightening alongside T4 can pull the muscles aligning T5 and T6, and this leads to gastric problems such as belching, acid reflux, heartburn, and loss of appetite.

This upper body tightening is closely related to brain tension. The mind loses its clarity, discernment, and sharpness of perception. In cases when the sufferer takes his/her shoulder pain and loss of mental powers to a physician, he/she is usually told that the problem comes from stress. But it is never made clear just what stress is. The sufferer goes home thinking that simply by changing his/her lifestyle, or by removing something harmful from his/her daily activity, the aches and pains will disappear, and his/her mental powers will be restored.

I propose that stress is not a cause, but a result. That to talk about stress, you should define it as: a muscle which has shrunk so tight (or grown so rigid) that qi cannot be released into or out of it; and thus the muscle cannot perform its proper function. From this single source, the tension spreads until it comes to impinge on the brain, the stomach, or both. The source of the tension may be internal or external--however, the body cannot be restored to health without releasing the original muscle and then relaxing the brain.

Speaking of tension brings us to fatigue. If the entire body became fatigued, one would die from a breakdown of all bodily functions. The body may feel fatigued, but in fact, only one part of it is. Restore flexibility and vigor to that one part, and all the rest will follow. 

Fatigue is related to body habits, and thus usually crops up in the same place in an individual over and over again. The hallmark of a fatigued part is that, though there is the flexibility to expand and contract, there is not enough of either. The body part functions neither well nor poorly. It just feels unsatisfied and unsatisfying.

To return to T4, even infants can suffer from anxiety. I once treated a 22 month-old infant, clearly suffering from anxiety and a nervous-related rash. T4 was twisted to the right, and it quickly became apparent that anxiety had produced the twist and not vice-versa. But why? It turned out that the mother had told the child she was determined he would be potty trained within two weeks. She declared a deadline. She would take away his diapers with or without being potty trained after 14 days. After all that time of being allowed to pee and poop as he pleased, the child's response was one of anxiety bordering on panic. T4 was easy to untwist once the mother told her child that she would gradually wean him away from diapers. His rash was gone within 48 hours.

Finally, tension/stress results in a decrease of our powers of enjoyment. When we are not happy when we should be, when we do not have the physical/emotional/sexual desires that stimulate and promote our well-being, our energy has been blocked, perhaps even turned inward. It is the task of SIKE treatments to restore relaxation to the afflicted body part and the whole mind, so that full mind-body satisfaction becomes once again possible.

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THOUGHTS AT YEAR'S END 2006

MF writes: I have always tried to maintain the happy, Wordsworthian outlook that "all that we behold is full of blessings," and to bring that optimistic outlook to those I treat. In the back of my mind, however, have lurked the misgivings of Aldous Huxley in his amusing and dark essay, Wordsworth in the Tropics.  Huxley wrote that as long as Wordsworth was in England's "green and pleasant land" where he saw "a host of golden daffodils/beside the lake, beneath the trees/fluttering and dancing in the breeze," where he and Mary could give laudanum-laced high tea to their cultured friends, and the most vicious animal around was a rogue sheep, his romantic and optimistic outlook was perfectly natural. But change the environment:put him in a tropical jungle with wild beasts, vipers, crocodiles, poisonous flora, and an oppressive climate... a hostile environment which demands the utmost energy and skill simply in order to survive... well, Wordsworth would not have had the time or strength to write uplifting poetry, much less paeans to all things comfy, blessed, and ethical. In fact, poetry would have been far from his mind.

In short, all of the "things meant to comfort and aid us are of benefit only in so far as we have the physical leeway to accommodate them. Shakespeare, of course, put it succinctly: "There was never yet philosopher/That could endure the toothache patiently."

Over the years, I have written and counseled (in an optimistic and Wordsworthian way) about restoring mental equipoise and physical health through breathing, walking, kiryu, and a variety of body-based exercises. You know the message: "Every breath lost to agitation is a moment lost to life. Stay calm and centered. Breathe deeply. Laugh often." I had been living in a "green and pleasant land where my counsels had brought me, if no one else, comfort and blessings. 

This year I was abducted and dropped into the "tropics. My philosophy was too soft and complacent for the harsh realities of that environment, and began to wilt. More than that, the magnitude of the suffering I encountered so overwhelmed me that I was at a loss for any philosophical solace even for myself.

Only When I Laugh

During this year, I was asked to treat, for the first time, ALS  (Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis, also called Lou Gehrig's disease).

I had an initial experience with a group suffering from RSD (Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy), the new nomenclature for CRPS (Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome). I was also presented with a woman whose story of emotional trauma was so bizarre and shocking, that I would not have believed her save for the extremity of mind/body suffering that her tragic accident had created.

The dreadful suffering and sadness of ALS knocked me for a loop. However, my encounter with RSD was particularly horrifying. I was asked to give an educational and inspirational lecture on "Coping With Pain to a support group of RSD sufferers. During the years of my practice, I have sometimes come to see myself in the role of Healing David versus Pain Goliath. RSD was a different dimension. This was Goliath's bigger, meaner brother together with 18 of his scary friends. How do you tell 20 people with morphine pumps that tranquil, steady breathing is the key to health and longevity?  What uplifting words come to mind when confronted by unspeakable, disfiguring pain caused by a medical mishap? "Take long walks, and don't forget to floss!?

My mind went blank, then two thoughts arose. The first was that there really are worse things than death. The other was an old joke:  The battle is over, and a soldier is shot full of bullet holes. Life is draining out of him. A well-meaning chaplain rushes over and asks, "Does it hurt, son?" "Only when I laugh, Father," the soldier says, and expires.

How do you comfort strangers in an unremitting extremity of pain and suffering? What are the words? How do you avoid the pitfall of the well-meaning, but buffoon chaplain?

Back to Wordsworth

Wordsworth has an uneventful poem called Michael in which an elderly shepherd and his wife lose their son. The poem contains the lines: 

                There is a comfort in the strength of love;

                'Twill make a thing endurable, which else

                Would overset the brain, or break the heart.

What is gripping about the passage is that the reader is left to decide what that love is. Is it the parents' love for their dead child? The couple's love for one another? The old shepherd's love for Nature? Nature's love for the old shepherd? Or is it just Love?

The comfort exists in the very depth of the emotion. The details are immaterial.

Now stay with me.

I had to find a deep core in order to enable myself to endure the suffering I encountered, so that I could help ameliorate that very suffering. I re-discovered the strength of qi. The qi which is adaptable, the qi which is intention: the intention to help, to comfort; the intention to love life, your own and others'. By substituting qi for love, I became proof against heartbreak, and found the strength to help.

Wordsworth was back!

Life is indeed lovable, especially when one is healthy. Never mind Wordsworth in the Tropics. You could write the same essay on Wordsworth at the Infirmary. A loss of health diminishes quality of life, and certainly calls into question the "inherent lovability of living.

Huxley got it wrong in one large sense. Wordsworth would have been a poet in the tropics, but he would have been a different sort of poet. His poetic voice would not have had the range in the tropics that it enjoyed in the Lake District. He would not have been so lyrical or optimistic. But he would have found a love of life, an intention to be uplifting and ethical, and expressed it within the severe limitations of his environment. His qi would have adapted.

Pow!  Zap!  Boom!

Meanwhile, back at the infirmary...

The Gospel of St. John begins: "In the beginning was the Word..."

The poet Goethe revised it to say: "In the beginning was the Act..."

I realized that words were worse than useless; that was where the chaplain blundered. To act was the only healthy expression of intention. My qi surged together with my desire to act.

I said nothing to the ALS woman. I focused on my intention to restore to her even a shred of conscious control over her own body by finding links along her neural pathways. She was able to consciously move her foot after 45 minutes.

I said nothing to the RSD group. I took a volunteer and treated her while the group members circled around me in their wheelchairs, and watched. The woman's pain diminished, and she regained a bit of movement in her arm. Her face had good color. (The group members were very pleased with the outcome, but angry with me. The volunteer had not been a group member, but an observer there just for the evening. Even so, I am still part of the group.)

And the emotionally traumatized woman of great pain? She went from wearing only black clothing so that she would be suitably dressed for death, to bright pink ensembles. She is pain free. I am not sure that bright pink is a life-affirming or qi-enhancing color, but it works for her.

I could provide these sufferers no hope for the future, nor could I provide them an optimistic outlook on life. What I did manage to do, in a small way, was to provide relief and comfort. A sort of restful lodging for the night during a long, ghastly journey.

Yeah, So...?

I will try to remain optimistic in outlook, and try to provide hope to the people I treat for a bright, healthy future. I have my health, and so I have the leeway to keep the spirit of Wordsworth alive within me when I work.

However, I will no longer be writing of guidelines to health, keys to health, breathing for health, Tranquility for President, Serenity is King, chewing your food slowly guarantees long life, a positive attitude removes wrinkles, or any other platitudinous panacea.

I will keep my mouth shut, and act in such a way that I exercise:

...the best portion of a good man's life,

His little, nameless, unremembered, acts

Of kindness and of love.

               William Wordsworth (1798)

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REMEMBERING TAKESHI WATABE

1915-2007

On Sunday, September 7, 1975, I wandered into an old, wooden aikido dojo in suburban Tokyo. I was attracted by the hastily written sign:

No one who enters is turned away.... No one who leaves is pursued

The instructor was Takeshi Watabe. He was friendly without being familiar, eager without being pushy. He asked me if I wouldn't like to start learning right away, dressed just as I was in jeans and a T-shirt. He taught me a couple of nifty moves that afternoon, and continued to teach me nifty moves and more for the next 27 years.

He had just retired at age 60 from the Japanese Ministry of Defense. He was one of the finest metallurgists in the country, and had been seconded to the U.S. military command to investigate the composition of Soviet submarine propellers. Scraps of metal would be retrieved after subs scraped rocks or other surfaces in the North Pacific, and Watabe would analyze these to determine how the Soviets muffled propeller noise.

His job consisted of long stretches of nothing to do punctuated by brief, hectic activity. He was smoking two packs of cigarettes a day out of boredom,  doodling a lot, and reading Agatha Christie novels in translation. A friend suggested he join the Ministry's aikido club, so at the age of 40, he quit smoking and doodling, and took up aikido. He received his black belt (1st Dan) at age 48. When I met him he was 4th Dan, and very well respected within the aikido community.

Watabe shortly thereafter became an instructor of Jo (Japanese quarter staff fighting), and an instructor of Tai Chi. He taught Tai Chi for twenty years. He learned to swim at age 65, and five years later received his scuba instructor's license. He led scuba trips to Guam and the South Pacific until age 80, when he found he could no longer carry the equipment comfortably on land. He took up ballroom dancing when he was 70, and loved to put on fancy clothes and twirl younger women around. He continued dancing twice a week until he was 87. He ended his aikido career at age 89 as 7th Dan.

In 1995, the Tokyo Institute of Gerontology together with the Asahi News Corporation published a book entitled Growing Old In Tokyo. The book was an analysis of data from a three-year survey of health, happiness, and quality of life of the elderly living in Tokyo. The results and conclusions were bleak, even depressing. Hidden like a shining nugget in the gloomy depths of the book was a chapter entitled Successful Aging. Takeshi Watabe was chosen as the ideal of successful aging for maintaining the vigor of his mind and body, for his active pursuit of social networks, for his intellectual curiosity and positive outlook, and for his enjoyment of teaching. The book revealed that the local elderly in his community referred to him as Super Wa, and the name stuck. That is what most of us called him, though not always to his face, until the end of his life.

THE HOLY TRINITY TRANSFORMED

In March of 1979 I was diagnosed with chronic sciatica, and by the Fall of 1980 I was bedridden. I was no longer able even to leave my apartment to observe aikido, and so Watabe would visit me several times a week with food and cheery conversation. In February, 1981 I met Mrs. Matsuura, and thanks to her qi ministrations, was healed and back doing aikido, albeit very slowly, by early Spring. Watabe was excited and curious to know more about healing by qi.

I began studying with Mrs. Matsuura, who, from the first, stressed what I called the Holy Trinity of qi medicine: Opportunity, Space, and Degree. Opportunity means the practitioner's ability to sense the precise moment to address directly the patient's complaint. Most adults are physically and mentally tense, and so are not fully receptive to qi treatment. Qi works quickly and effectively when the mind/body is in a state of relaxation, and so the bulk of a qi treatment consists of relaxing the patient so that the qi can be successfully transmitted. It takes experience to sense the right opportunity for effective transmission of qi.

Space means the ability to distance oneself from the patient and observe how the treatment should progress, and is progressing.

Degree means the effective amount of qi to be given, and the effective duration of transmission time necessary for positive results.

When I told Watabe about this trinity, he was first thoughtful, then merry. "That's what I've always said was the essence of aikido: the right move at the right time. Know when to start, when to stop, and how much to do in between." He was very pleased to have found that qi had even more applications than he had thought. "However," he said, "it seems to me that together with opportunity, space, and degree, you have to add movement, certainly in aikido. Without movement, nothing really occurs. Of course, it is the nature of the universe to be in constant motion. We add our movement to that of others, and we have a great qi experience whether for killing or healing."

I thought: Einstein added the 4th dimension, Time, to Newton's three spatial dimensions, and so revealed an active universe in infinite motion. Watabe added movement to Matsuura's Holy Trinity, and created an active relationship between practitioner and patient. By blending my movement ---both micro- and macroscopic movement---  to that of the patient, we form a bond that enhances the quality of the qi treatment. Another nifty move.

"ALL ARE EQUAL ON THE MATS"

The characteristics that made Watabe so admirable and lovable to me were, paradoxically, not valued by most Japanese. Many people, including his family members, considered him a kawatta hito, really offbeat. What made the Japanese most uncomfortable was his irreverence toward authority, especially his own. Whereas most Japanese martial arts instructors are dogmatically insistent that students do waza (movements/techniques) exactly as they are taught, Watabe encouraged students to find a style that suited them best, and encouraged them toward their own greatest mind/body freedom and ease of movement. He required that students show respect for the art and its traditions, but not necessarily for him and members of the aikido hierarchy. In fact, he banished hierarchy from the dojo.

Japan is a precisely stratified society, and dojo of any sort (from karate to ikebana) are the most rigidly stratified micro-societies of all. They are civilian copies of military society. To enter a society in which each individual's social position is not well defined is uncomfortable to most Japanese. This was the case for the majority of newcomers to the dojo. Watabe would state from the first, "All are equal on the tatami (mats)," which made a lot of beginners feel hopelessly adrift in what they expected to be a rigidly formalized society. It was as if the apex of the pyramid had told the base of the pyramid that the pyramid itself was an illusion, and that they were all standing on the same stratum. Those who had the psychic wherewithal to cope soon loved his style of liberty, equality, and fraternity, and respected him far more than if he had demanded their respect. He became each student's friend.

A BRIEF TRIBUTE

At age 88, Watabe was the oldest practicing martial arts instructor in Japan, and was asked by the Aikido Federation to give a demonstration of his art in front of an international audience of 4,000 people. I was asked to write a brief piece about him, which I have included in this remembrance.

My Aikido instructor, Takeshi Watabe, was a model of successful aging, and part of the reason was his fondness for getting and receiving qi. Another part of the reason was that he became a teacher at the cusp of "old age," from age 60, and remained eager to teach through his extreme old age. He taught until he was 89. As eager as he was to teach, so there were students eager to learn from him, and a healthy give-and-take of energy was the highlight of his old age.

He did not spend 49 years practicing Aikido in order to become a hero or warrior or to protect himself from attack. He practiced in order to develop his qi and to maintain his health. He enjoyed learning and he enjoyed teaching. He enjoyed the company of people who enjoyed exercising their qi. He avoided people who exercised only their strength.  Mr. Watabe was a small man, and could not compete in strength with an average-size man, especially an average-size American man. Added to this, he did not begin his study of Aikido until he was forty years old, by which time he was considerably past his physical prime. This meant that he had to rely on qi to become a proficient martial artist. As he put it, "Making the right move at the right time."

And so he trained his qi, and his breath, and his sense of timing, so that strength and size became irrelevant to his understanding of Aikido. His technique was always fluid and flexible. It never fell into a pattern of "do such-and-such in so-and-so situation." His technique came from his personality and the refinement of his qi. It did not come from repetitive imitation of a martial art paradigm. Proficiency with qi gave him the ability to "read" people and situations, and it was a rare occasion that he did not make the right move at the right time.

His qi was of its very nature and cultivation a constructive rather than a destructive qi; in other words, his qi was a healing qi. He maintained a mental and emotional flexibility long after his body lost its nimbleness. Still, his body responded remarkably quickly to qi treatment. He suffered an accident at age 86 that twisted his sacrum and pelvis, leaving him in great pain. It took only two short treatments to restore him to his original shape and health.

Thoreau in Walden tells the parable of the artist of Kouroo, who, "As he made no compromise with Time, Time kept out of his way, and only sighed at a distance because he could not overcome him." In the same way, Takeshi Watabe made no compromise with size and strength. Therefore, when he reached old age, he had neither size nor strength to lose. He refined his qi, which kept him vigorous, flexible, esteemed, and in harmony with his environment. The infirmities of old age only sighed at a distance because they could not overcome him. I never knew him young, but I always knew him youthful.

Takeshi Watabe died of pneumonia on January 12. He was a mentor to many, a father to Therese and me, and was an active and loving grandfather to Corin. The body that gave him and his students so much pleasure and instruction is gone, but the qi that animated him is with us still.

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FROM HERE TO TRANQUILITY  (I)

I have been, for twenty-five years, a student and practitioner of holistic medicine. During that time, I have never met an individual who suffered from an excess of relaxation. Or, to put it another way, I have never met an individual who suffered from a chronic lack of tension.

To the contrary, about 80% of the people I treat present stress-related symptoms and problems. (The remaining 20% consist of injury-related, age-related, and congenital problems.)  Stress-related problems include insomnia, anxiety, depression, upper and lower back pain, headaches, migraines, female infertility, male impotence, fibromyalgia, irritable bowel syndrome, acid reflux, and stomach ulcers.

If the United States government were to regulate competition between causative factors for ill health in the same way it regulates, say, competition between companies regarding market share of an industry, a team of anti-trust lawyers would descend upon Stress, Inc. and order it to be broken up. Stress has such a clear-cut monopoly over every other causative factor that it is not just anti-free market, it is undemocratic. Those of you who love democracy and wish to see it preserved and enlarged should band together for a War on Stress. Although on second thought, that might prove too stressful, and end up being counter-productive.

Qi treatments and lessons for stress reduction and stress management are the most effective holistic preventive health measures I know of. This two-part article will explain how.

Let us for a moment consider an ideal, stress-free day. It's difficult, isn't it? That's because it doesn't exist. Most people think that life without stress means bad things not happening. For example, "It would be great if Baby slept through the night and I could catch up on my sleep," or "If I could only get to the office without hitting heavy traffic". The idea of a stress-free day comprised of a string of good things happening is almost unimaginable. The following is what I consider to be a generic ideal day.

THE IDEAL DAY

You wake up five minutes before the alarm, fully refreshed from eight hours of dreamless sleep. The hot water flows out as soon as you turn on the faucet, and your electric toothbrush is fully charged. You get on the scale, and find that you lost 3 pounds during the night. Junior is dressed and enjoying a nutritious breakfast that he made himself, while doing extra study of math drills. As he leaves the house, he beams cheerfully and says, "Don't worry, Mom, I'll have that cold fusion problem licked by dinnertime."

Your hair works not well, but splendidly, and your skin has a healthy glow. Your husband notices, and makes risquŽ suggestions for that evening after Junior goes to bed. You set out for work feeling youthful and frisky.

Traffic is light, and your favorite classical piece, Shubert's Trout Quintet, is playing on the car radio.  The music is briefly interrupted by a news flash announcing that the Dow has risen 2600 points, and the 1500 shares of the lemon stock that you never thought you could unload  are now up by $638 a share. Exhilarated, you call your broker on your hands-free car phone, and order him to sell.

At work, four clients phone to thank you for your brilliance and efficiency. Your secretary is courteous and cooperative, and you note with delight that he has for once spelled your name correctly rather than phonetically. You leave work feeling fulfilled, and looking forward to an evening with your loving family.

You return home to find that Junior is finishing up his homework, and begging for household chores to do. You let him clean out the rain gutters before dinner. He is so grateful that he volunteers to load the dishwasher and take out the garbage after dinner.

Your husband returns home with a bouquet of fragrant flowers. He leers at you the way he did before Junior was born 12 years ago. You feel as sexy as you did the night you got pregnant.

Dinner is a perfect poem because you had the revelation that half a cup of Calvados would add a gustatory frisson to your chicken casserole. Even Junior asks for seconds.

When dinner ends, you and your husband hold hands across the dining room table and gaze amorously at each other while listening to the sweet sound of Junior laboring in the kitchen.

Junior bathes, and puts himself to bed by 9:00. You and your husband change into your pj's, and watch a little TV in bed. The news reports that nothing of any significance happened anywhere in the world today, and that tomorrow's weather will set new records of excellence.

You turn down the lights, and enjoy an amorous hour before falling ---- excited, fulfilled and exhausted, aaaah .... --- into a dreamless slumber.

If, on the other hand, you live in the same sort of industrial society upon the same planet as I do, then your day is pretty stressful, as follows.

THE ACTUAL DAY

You wake up after hitting the 5-minute XtraSnooze button on the alarm clock three times, and haul yourself out of bed feeling like you need another couple of hours of sleep. The bathroom is chilly, and it takes a good three minutes for the sink water to become warm. Your electric toothbrush has lost its charge, and you remember that you saw Junior chasing the cat with the recharge cord two days ago. You stumble into the kitchen hoping to find him, but he is eating cold pizza and drinking a can of root beer on the new den sofa while watching a steamy soap opera in a language unknown to you. He tells you that the cat took the cord and buried it in the garden.

Your frustration mounts as your hair seems to have a life of its own. Your husband compares your look to that of a porcupine. You leave for work feeling old and edgy.

The drive is somehow worse than usual. One man calls you an idiot, one woman calls you a jerk, and a young woman flips you the bird as they drive by. Your frustration is rising high, and you take several deep breaths and turn on the car radio. Your favorite classical work is interrupted by the news that the Dow has fallen 383 points, and your particular gilt-edged, foolproof portfolio has lost 29% of its value. You fear that you may not be able to put Junior through college or retire as early as you would like.

As for work ---- well, the less said about it the better. People either failed to understand what you told them or else botched the execution of your orders. The result was confusion, some hard feelings, and frustration over having to re-do what should have been a straightforward procedure.

You return home to find Junior waiting for you with a note from his math teacher, asking you to see him in order to clarify just why your son is performing at a level he should have surpassed three grades ago. You feel anger and disappointment.

Your husband returns home cheerful, but is crestfallen when he reads the teacher's note. He says that the two of you will have to dip into your meager private time in order to tutor Junior in math for a while. Either that or lose your summer vacation in order to put him through summer school.

Dinner is tasty, but uninspired. You have a brief, intense row with Junior in order to coerce him to help with the cleaning up. He compares you, unfairly, to Hitler, and you again feel anger and frustration at how little help you receive, and how even that little help is grudging.

Junior finally succumbs to relentless coercion, has his bath, and goes to bed at 9:30. You pray he sleeps and does not play with his Gameboy under the covers. Meanwhile, you and your husband, who hardly had time to notice each other this day, change into your pj's for a quiet moment of conversation and TV news. The news seems to have little else than stories of homicidal pedophiles, and the two of you feel a clutch in your hearts as you think of your naiA‹Nve and defenseless child in the next room.

Slightly uneasy, you have trouble falling asleep. Your dreams are complicated, and you wake, agitated, twice during the night to pee.

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FROM HERE TO TRANQUILITY (II)

Our present attitude to stress differs radically from that of earlier societies, who perceived stress as a physical problem. Take the Victorians and their literature for example. Victorian descriptions of reaction to stress are almost always concrete. "Her throat constricted, and her mouth went dry. Words would not come." "His legs suddenly lost the strength to support him. His worry had robbed him of the powers of movement." "His heart pounded so fearfully within his chest that he doubted it could continue without bursting." Their expressions of the physicality of stress appear overblown and melodramatic to us.

Nowadays, we prefer to mellow out with anti-depressants and mood elevators. We choose to portray each of life's stressful moments from an "emotional" point of view.   "She felt/he felt" is commonly used to express the phenomenon of stress, especially stress that obtains, not from a situation that confronts us that moment, but from an anxious thought. Stress is usually considered as a mental/emotional phenomenon. Thus, programs for alleviating stress are centered on a mental process. We are instructed to gaze tranquilly at a lava lamp, or listen to the sound of waves on tape, or lie still with our eyes closed and imagine a gorgeous beach scene. These mental approaches to dealing with stress seek to divert our thoughts. Most of them work to a degree, and some for a goodish amount of time. But, alas, our thoughts return, and with them, stress-inducing fears of the future.

We are told to take a break, or to go on vacation "to recharge our batteries" (whatever that means). This is all well and good, but every break and vacation has to end, and returning home with recharged batteries is not going to help us stand up to the stress that drove us to vacation in the first place.

In the last Newsletter describing an Ideal Day and an Actual Day, I wrote that stress is the prime causative factor for ill health in our society. This is because every emotional response to a stressful event produces a corresponding physical reaction. In terms of bodily as well as mental health, the "you" of the Ideal Day has had her store of health increased. The "you" of the Actual Day, on the other hand, has received many small but telling blows to her muscles, heart, lungs, circulation, digestion, body cleansing mechanism, and emotional equipoise. Repetition and accumulation of these blows will lead to a physical breakdown that impairs body functions.

Follow The Leader

But is it only the mind that reacts to stress and sets the pernicious physical effects in motion? The qi perspective takes it as axiomatic that it is more frequently physical responses to stress that produce emotional reactions. In other words, my approach turns conventional wisdom about stress on its head.

Marcel Proust had his memory/emotions jogged by the physicality-the aroma, texture, and taste-of a little cake, and went on to write a four-volume novel that is considered a modern masterpiece. His body set his mind in motion. John Keats heard a nightingale, and was moved to write a poem. In the same way, we hear  unpleasant news at a meeting, and our blood pressure rises and our stomach starts secreting acid. We then feel under stress. On the other hand, a gorgeous or picturesque sight will lower our blood pressure and set our stomach purring. This is the physical trigger that suddenly releases us from the tension of the day that Keats refers to when he writes: "The setting sun will always set me to rights." And at that sight, we, like Keats, feel the happiness that is the hallmark of an absence of stress.

The body is capable of relaxing the mind and keeping it relaxed. This is how the SIKE approach differs from that of others. By giving primacy to the body rather than to the mind, we are able to re-associate with the powers of Nature. Restoring the integrity of the body to its rightful position of power lessens the effects of the "swiftly dividing mind," and restores us to tranquility.

All of us know that we should close our eyes and count slowly to ten before giving way to anger. This is about as close as conventional stress management comes to incorporating the body alone in stress management. This is, no doubt, a very good and useful means of deflating stress-induced anger, and has probably saved countless children from a spanking. However, what I propose is a change of awareness of, and attitude towards stress, while at the same time adopting physical exercises as preventive measures.

Breathe, Darn Ya, Breathe!

The First Step is to recognize the stress that you are under. I do not mean the origin of the stress-the bad traffic or the pressing deadline or your spouse's health problem--, but the physical sensation within you. That sensation produces mental stress, which in turn aggravates the physical sensation. You will notice that your breathing is shallow, irregular, unsatisfying; perhaps you are barely breathing!

The surest way to give stress and trauma a good home is to hold your breath. Whenever you hear bad news, see an awful sight, touch something creepy, smell something revolting, or taste the bitterness of despair or the bile of anger, exhale through the mouth as powerfully as you can. Most people suck in their breath, and hold it, releasing it only in small, nasal bursts.  You have now given food, clothing, and shelter to stress and trauma. You can release tension from your body with a powerful exhalation, followed by a conscious effort at stabilizing your breath into a satisfying rhythm.

The uniquely human consciousness of time, both short-term and long-term, causes us agitation, whether it is the fear of dying tomorrow, or the worry of arriving late somewhere. Thoughts of time disturb our breathing. Again, it is good to exhale powerfully, and get back on a rhythmic breathing track.

You will be amazed by what a healing difference an awareness of your breathing will create.

The Second Step is to be aware of locked-in tension. Men tend to clench their jaw. You can see the jaw muscles bulge. Women tend to clench their buttocks. Both men and women lock tension in their shoulders.

Are your jaw muscles tense? Are your shoulders relaxed and sloping, or are they high and tight, something like the Ed Sullivan Look? Is your neck extended, or is it withdrawn like a frightened turtle's neck? Is your backside soft like Jell-o on springs, or hard as a board?

You can relax your body by exhaling through the mouth and letting the jaw go slack. A second breath will relax your neck and lower your shoulders. A third breath, combined with bending the knees will release tension from the backside.

Having done this, if it is possible, take a short walk, even around the house, letting your arms dangle and taking long strides.

The Wonder of Kiryu 

I devoted a chapter in my book Qi Energy for Health and Healing to kiryu, what it is and how to do it. This being a short Newsletter, I will not take the space to reiterate what I have already said there at length.  Kiryu is, in my experience, the fastest, most effective, and overall best way to remove stress, induce relaxation, and keep the body balanced, meaning harmony of internal and external movement. 

Kiryu is Japanese for "the flow of ki (qi)". This flow follows the neural pathway of the extra pyramidal motor system  (EMS), releasing tension when it is excessive, and inducing tension when it is missing.

The Extrapyramidal Motor System

The extrapyramidal motor system and the autonomic nervous system govern all facets of the balance of tension and relaxation within the body. The application of qi to the EMS will trigger a flow of energy throughout that system and throughout the ANS. This energy flow will bypass the central nervous system and transcend thought (conscious behavior). It will sweep away blockages and barriers to the smooth passage of qi. It will remove tension and promote relaxation, and will restore the functioning of organs to their original integrity. In Japanese, the exercise promoting the uninhibited flow of qi is called Kiryu.

Kiryu creates physical anarchy in a way we have not experienced since early childhood. We were then free to respond to the body's demands and express its striving for health any way we liked. We could fart, belch, burp, roll around on the floor, cry, yell and scream, jump and run, giggle uncontrollably...all with impunity. As we aged and learned manners and entered society, we learned to suppress a fart, squelch a belch, curb our physical impulses, etc. In other words, we repress and suppress all the hundreds of little release mechanisms designed to rid ourselves of tension.

Above all, we feel self-conscious about movement. We join movement classes and dance classes and exercise classes in order to have a safe and approved environment in which to move in a manner different from our "everyday" manner. No one seems to notice that while our minds are in constant motion, our bodies hardly move in proportion in our daily life.

Social conventions state that the fewer our movements, the more well-behaved we are.  "Children should be seen and not heard." We take pride when our young children do not run around and make noise in a restaurant, but sit with a minimum of movement and talk. "We are good parents," we think, "we have taught our children self-control. Now we can enjoy our meal."

Looked at from your own physiology, stress can "teach" you self-control. Stress can impair the movements of cells, nerves, muscles, and organs so that they sit quietly doing nothing. ...you would like to get your body "moving again" to improve your health and enjoyment of life's little pleasures.

The EMS and ANS, stimulated by qi, use any and all of our original release mechanisms to promote relaxation and restore our bodies to a healthy equilibrium.

The body is always adjusting and fine-tuning itself.  Kiryu releases the body's full potential to adjust and fine-tune.

And just as each person has his own anatomy and qi characteristics, so each person reacts in subtly different ways to Kiryu. There are, however, a number of characteristic responses to Kiryu.

1.   The most common, indeed universal, response is uninhibited movement. Your body may begin to twitch spasmodically, shake, shiver, or sway. You may feel you want to walk or simply lie on the floor moving your feet or legs. You may feel like flapping your arms or shaking your wrists or snapping your fingers or all of the above.

The qi will naturally go to any part of the body that is over-tense, and seek to relax it through movement. If you have bruised your right elbow, you may expect your arm to shake so that the muscles relax and the elbow joint gently moves. If you have a headache, you may expect your head to sway and your neck to swivel in order to relax the muscles along the 1st and 2nd cervical vertebrae (C1 and C2).

Movements are never violent. They are always pleasurable.

2.   Yawning is a typical response. You would be surprised how many people do not yawn at all. Or cannot yawn at all. Yawning is a sign of health, a sign that the body is capable of relaxation. People who cannot yawn are destined to sleep dysfunction and lower back pain. Kiryu stimulates the body to yawn and to stretch. When you have done Kiryu for some months, you find that you begin to yawn and stretch just at the thought of inducing Kiryu.

3.   A release of vocalized sounds is a common response. This could be laughter or giggling, it could be a moan, it could be humming, it could be singing, it could be noises pushed out with your breath.

4.   A release of fluids frequently occurs. Tears are common in the case of women, less so in men. A woman may suddenly feel "emotional," not necessarily happy or sad, but having an irrepressible desire to cry, releasing both fluid and sounds at the same time.

As the muscles in the jaw and neck relax, the body may produce a lot of saliva.

Another type of fluid is mucus from the nose.

And finally, the body may sweat profusely without becoming feverish. The sweat may come from the entire body, or it may be localized, such as from the scalp or armpits.

 5.  The stomach and intestines may gurgle and rumble as they are released from  their usual bondage of tension.

The effect of Kiryu is a release from tension. You feel remarkably relaxed and clear-headed. Minor aches and pains vanish, and there is usually a sensible diminution of major aches and pains. The cumulative effect of Kiryu-that is, to make Kiryu a daily or thrice-weekly part of your health regimen-is to promote deep, refreshing sleep, improve digestion and muscle tone, strengthen the body's immune system, and keep the cleansing system functioning effectively.

Kiryu is the cheapest, easiest, and most effective preventive medicine measure ever devised. (I wish I had thought of it.)

A word of caution: Because Kiryu stimulates and strengthens the immune system, people with artificial body parts should not attempt the procedure. Their bodies will seek to reject the artificial "intruder."

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QI AND THE ELDERLY

Wrinkled with black spots,

Bent back, bald head, white beard,

Trembling hands, wobbly legs,

Teeth falling out, failing hearing, failing vision,

Wearing a headscarf and glasses, walking with a cane,

Fearful of death, lonely,

Greedy, impatient, foolish, nosey,

Annoying, and bossy,

Praising one's children in the same old stories,

Proud of one's health,

Hated by everybody.

(Afflictions of Old Age)

Zen Master Sengai (1750-1837)

The image of the elderly has hardly changed today.

Sengai was a kind-hearted man, and his poem is meant as gentle irony. However, it is hard for people (especially for people who do not deal directly with the elderly) to realize that, while true, much of what Sengai wrote about can be prevented, ameliorated, or cared for.

The defining feature of aging is loss of flexibility. Eventually, this loss becomes so great that we return to the helplessness of the infant.  We become dependent on the help and good will of others. This is not a welcome condition to someone who has been to some degree autonomous since age two, not to mention someone who has held positions of responsibility and managed to raise a family.

A decline in autonomy frequently leads to an alteration of the character of our qi; we become, as Sengai wrote, "greedy, impatient, foolish, nosey, annoying and bossy." These are not attractive characteristics, yet they certainly